Today is the last full day I will be sober. FUCK YEAH. I'm sort of tearing a little. I can't wait to take a sip of a delicious margarita.
I'm much less angsty and bitter than I was but don't let that fool you. I have learned a lot about myself in my sobriety journey.
11:45 PM - In a few short minuets I will take my first sip of alcohol in 50 days. However, it will be bittersweet. There were several hopes hinged on today and I think they will be dashed. . . . . . but at least I will have alcohol to cushion the blow.
Sobriety ends and my short stint in La La land is over . . . . back to reality.
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